damn you PCOS

welcome back

this is the follow up blog to the previous one. had to just submit that one immediately to preserve the standalone effect.

so random collection of things:
- apparently i'm the BEST excuse maker in the world
- why do i keep gaining weight?
- sigh, always asking questions with answers i already know
- i have the worst self-control and very short-term spurts of motivation
- i have every right to be depressed like everyone else! just let me be!
- there is a bill/demand for payment for everything in life. why does everything in life need such settling

oh yea i resigned! i should be extremely excited right now - but i'm just letting it settle it. part of me feels like another anita did this - pushed me to pull the trigger to actually resign and not like 99.999% of people, just threaten to quit but cant and wont. my rational self is asking - wat the hell...people don't have jobs....why are you quitting a 6 figure job....what the hell, just suck it up...

i guess it turns out that you can't just coupe (is that the right word?) yourself up for an entire year in a job that strips away all sense of self identity and privacy. Of course, some inner part of you that knows you the best and wants only the best for you - will rebel.

and rebel i did!

believe me, if i'm not smiling on the outside, i am sure smiling somewhere inside.

welcome back anita. welcome back self-respect.

no regret - just need to forget

i just handed in my 2 week notice to resign

i am doing something for myself. finally.