welcome back

this is the follow up blog to the previous one. had to just submit that one immediately to preserve the standalone effect.

so random collection of things:
- apparently i'm the BEST excuse maker in the world
- why do i keep gaining weight?
- sigh, always asking questions with answers i already know
- i have the worst self-control and very short-term spurts of motivation
- i have every right to be depressed like everyone else! just let me be!
- there is a bill/demand for payment for everything in life. why does everything in life need such settling

oh yea i resigned! i should be extremely excited right now - but i'm just letting it settle it. part of me feels like another anita did this - pushed me to pull the trigger to actually resign and not like 99.999% of people, just threaten to quit but cant and wont. my rational self is asking - wat the hell...people don't have jobs....why are you quitting a 6 figure job....what the hell, just suck it up...

i guess it turns out that you can't just coupe (is that the right word?) yourself up for an entire year in a job that strips away all sense of self identity and privacy. Of course, some inner part of you that knows you the best and wants only the best for you - will rebel.

and rebel i did!

believe me, if i'm not smiling on the outside, i am sure smiling somewhere inside.

welcome back anita. welcome back self-respect.